I first recorded this as a CD in 2003 (titled Heal yourself heal the nation) as part of the Listen and Grow Series. I subsequently discontinued the series but this recording continues to help many to heal. I hope that it will help you too.
The file is too large to download automatically here so I will send it to you asap via WeTransfer. Please note that the email address I use on WeTransfer is makhenilink@gmail.com.
I hope to get feedback from you via the contact page.